Sandali! I'm playing a game.

It's a game.
It's a play.
I am having a fun time with this façade.
I'm a character in my own play.
I can change and act however I want
cuz its all a big façade.
Here in this play, I am simply a character.
A hollow shallow fake character.
But I play it so well, only I know it is a game.
Everyone else is just watching, playing their own games which just happen to intertwine with mine.
Life is a game.
Players, cheaters, twists, turns, chances, choices, ecetera.
Life is a play.
I am the lead in my play.
I am a character.
I am not who I am.
Breathing in my character, releasing whatever is left of the real me.
I am no longer who you think I am.
I am a character.
I'm winging it, improvising as I go along.
I must have lost my script sometime long ago,
because now its rolling and I'm lost.
I don't know what to do or where to go, but I do know that the end will be dynamic.
It might not be perfect, there may be no round of applause or shouts for an encore, but it will change people.
They may be hurt.
They might be surprised,
but all in all,
they will see that I lived life as an actress.
It was all an act.
It's fun. A play.
The performance of my lifetime.
Join me, won't you?
Round of applause and a cheer or two and maybe a sigh of relief when you see that all you knew of me,
all you thought of me,
was
not
real.

~Maria