Spheres

It honestly seems like all my life, I have been told to either have more confidence and believe in myself, or I have been told that I am concieted and narcisstic and much too proud.
One thing I have always always been told is that I take everything and everyone forgranted.
And I do.
I do realize that everything and everyone are precious and deserve to be treasured.
But I just don't act as if I do.

Another thing I have noticed is the idea that there are always exceptions.
That nothing is completely one thing.
Everything is three dimensional, with many many sides and characteristics, as are people.
I cannot wholeheartedly hate anyone or anything.
There is beauty in everything, and I cannot hate beauty, even if I am jealous of it.
I just cannot.

~Maria