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Some things are worth getting angry over. Some PEOPLE are WORTH getting angry over.
And then there are those who just.. aren't.
There are different things which make people and things WORTH anger.
And there are circumstances as well.
But one thing that truly defines it is your disposition.
Your attitude, if you will.
Mine was simply that I was just going to stop caring.
Therefore I did.
I stopped caring entirely, and when I did, life got so much easier.
Well, it got easier in the aspect that I was done dealing.
Go me.
I feel absolutely no guilt.
None.
That's not normal for me - not to feel guilty.
So okay, I know it was wrong.
But I was fed up.
So, I finished it.
I myself feel better, but I know I should not.
Everyone else on the planet should go before myself.
"You aren't Jesus, you aren't perfect, take care of yourself as well, you need limits."
"I am not Jesus. I am not perfect. But I am told to strive to be like Him, to strive for perfection."
Although perfection is boring, I will never get there.
So I have no worries on that.
But I should feel bad.
However, I don't.
I'm just going to let it sink in.
I'll feel bad soon enough.
Stupid guilty conscience.
~Maria