Happy Mother's Day

Well, I haven't posted in a while, but no one reads, so no one cares. But it's okay. It's mother's day. I remember when I was little, my mom would take my sister and I to my grandmother's grave, insisting it was Lola's day, and we could celebrate her on the side. My mother loved, and still loves, her mother. I want to be able to be that in love with my own mother, now and always, but it's not always easy. For reasons I do not have time to explain, the relationship between my mother and I is and always has been very rough. But there are those days where I just feel lucky to even have a mother, as I have friends and I know there are many many people out there who took their mother forgranted and now regret it because she is gone. Well, I don't want to be like them. I want to be able to say that I love my mother, I cherish my mother, and that I would do anything for her, without flinching. It's going to take some work, it's going to be hard, but I will accomplish it, soon. As for my grandmother, she has always been a person in the stories my mom tells, a face in the pictures, and a name on a gravestone, to me. But she must have been one amazing woman, and I hope to be as amazing as her one day. That's another thing I hope to accomplish, and I believe I will. After all, we share a name. <3 Happy Mother's Day ~Maria